hello kurt - you are a loyal reader i hear

aloha all - wow - days just fly by - i'm going crazy - i'm actually very excited to start back up with school...i have 2 new classes (of my 4) and i'm extremely interested to see who will be in those classes - tomorrow is church and then monday we have off - this is crazy -

allright - i have a bone to pick - time to write about something that bothers me - why do people expect you to do somethign for them when they dont do the same thing for you - for instance

I'm too busy to read others blogs - but i still expect a devoted readership to my blog - i'm not too interested in others blogs -but i certainly want mine to be read often by many...thats stupid and illogical to expect that - folks -its a 2 way street - if you want devoted readers - be a devoted reader (if you want a friend, be a friend - i think thats the old tyme saying) - but what i'm saying applies to other things as well - if you expect people to listen to you whine and groan about your problems - you HAVE TO BE WILLING TO listen to them - its as simple as that - dont be a selfish fag - just ya know - return the favor - dont really expect a favor back but - yah

why do people want to avoid certain situations all the time - why? can they not handle a little awkwardness - or maybe they dont have any kind of gut to stand up and just be themselves - for example - i see girls do this alot (maybe some guys...but more so girls) - things such as
"hey suzie, lets not go herre - i think there will be jimmy - who i dont wanna talk to because he kinda has a crush on me and i cant stand to look at him"
or
"Oh my gosh, shameeka, look over therre...no! not yet - in a minute - its billy ray - he's so nerdy and i totally feel uncomfortable whenever i see him, lets take a long way around so there is no possible way i have to be uncomfortable"

ladies and GENTLEmen - dont live your life avoiding things - live your life doing things you want to and doing things you believe in - if you go around looking to avoid situations - you will miss out - on many many things - its weak and its selfish - 2 things I know i dont want to be characterized as -
i know what your saying - but daniel - what if...whatever...
i'm not saying just go into any situation - if there is a situation in which you need to avoid something - then avoid it but- dont walk around school intentionally looking for situations to avoid - if you come up on one - be a big person who doesnt flee - stand and just be yourself - the situation will be over soon - and if its really that bad - like endagering to health or something then just leave but - i think you all catch what im saying by now -

weak people who dont desire to change make me sick -
weak people who desire to change - INSPIRE THE CRAP OUT OF ME

weak people - you arent really weak - its all in your head - be strong - stand up and dont let anyone bring you down