today i bought a house, and i'm really excited.

but part of me is a little jealous of the idea of not buying a house, and i really don't know how to describe it otherwise.


the Lord has lead me in this direction, and i couldn't begin to tell you how obvious that has been... but this direction did not come without sacrifices of some kind. small, and theoretical as they may be, there were some involved. only a few of you might understand them, and i doubt even they would get it.

yeah i've just bought a box to live in, but i know my heart won't ever stay boxed in.