Can't believe this is my first post of 2010. Not as if I'm particularly regular in posting anyhow.

Major relief this past weekend... Jenny got a job. This is just a release of my spirit and hers, and is just a weight off of our back. I am so grateful.

I realized something... some people like not having structure. Or at least not having a job. I know myself, and I know that if I did not have a distinct purpose and focus getting up each morning, I would slip into a draft of mediocrity and laziness. That sucks.

But some people really just enjoy the idea of days upon days of social expansion and socially focused activities (and if you know me, of course I do too). I would really enjoy an open schedule where I'm able to do what I please, but I do know this: I need structure, and I want to earn something.

Putting in hard work and focused work for an end, is something that drives me. But I have a suspicion it is not something that drives everyone.